yeah I think really I should be doing way more photostudies than I am doing.
But my schedule has changed lately which enables me to draw every day which is nice.
I'm waking up at 5am now so I can draw for at least 2 hours consistently without risk of disruption because of family wanting stuff and so on. Plus I'm at a higher energy level being rested for the night. So I have to get an early sleep at 9pm, but it's overall more productive and I feel like I have a lot more self esteem for some reason.
Finished a batch of 20 sketches

The amount of information and level of quality in my sketches has changed a lot, and there are also levels of accuracy and detail that I try and aim at for each level. Too high a level early on and it wastes time, but too low and the end image will be sub-par.
I've separated my "sketch" level into "concept" and "finished", because there's a difference between having a complete idea but not fully visualised and having a scrappy idea that needs more designing. One uses creative power and the other uses imaginative power, so I'm splitting them up to keep the flow in my head. I almost did that already but now it's made its way into my WIP processing and folder sorting.
So now the order/levels of my art are: Thumbnail>Concept>Finished>Resolved>Inked>Coloured
Strictly speaking the thumbnail stage is a bit of a miscellaneous one as I sometimes thumbnail all the way up to the finished sketch. often the concept comes first with pretty raw accuracy, and then the thumbnail for balancing as the first stage of finishing the sketch.
EDIT
It seems as my art is improving I'm adding more levels to my processing, and I can already sense 2 more levels in the pipeline which is making me nervous because of a changing workload but also excited to get a higher quality art.
I'm literally overthinking every step I make.
And while I'm at it, another annoying thing is that often I put in a step to solve an issue I have with my art, like say fixing the anatomy, I call it a "fixing" stage, and it works well, but then I improve to the point that I don't need it anymore, and so the stage gets removed. It's a relatively minor inconvenience but I keep reorganizing my work which is annoying and a little time consuming.
Also of annoyance is my massive amount of WIPs that I have. I mean, considering that I've basically accidentally never finished ANYTHING over the years and ended up with all these unfinished ideas, processing them is taking it's time, but it would be a tad easier if they were a bit more manageable quantity-wise. It makes it harder to do any other stuff while they are around, especially the old ones. But as my art improves I'm also able to add more details and improve the older sketches as well, so it's by no means a total waste of time at all. In fact, I think I'm lucky in a way to have reached the bizzare state that I'm in with my crazy overthought workflows and all the names I give stuff. It's been a crazy journey and it's totally just beginning.
Since I'm in a monologuing mood, I'll mention this other thing.
After watching this video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vM39qhXle4g I got thinking. The artist mentions that he was told that he draws cute girls way too much and so tried to produce a varied output until realising that he can draw whatever the heck he wants and if it's only cute girls then that's his choice.
First of all, that's not quite the same issue I have been facing, but it's similar - regarding what I expect of myself, and trying to live up to my own expectations.
I've been wondering for a while about producing a manga story as opposed to/in addition to illustration, and I'm really starting to think that it's just not for me, in that, I just really want to draw what I want to draw, I don't really want to do backgrounds or vehicles etc, just cute girls and chibis and stuff. So I'm definitely thinking that illustration is by far the better route for me. Don't get me wrong, I would love to do really cool old guys like what's-it from One Punch Man, and I love 3d work and vehicles and rendering, and even crafting and sewing real stuff too. But I don't think I want to do manga, like htere's just way too much everyday stuff going on like lampposts and windows and uniforms (i.e. if it's a school manga) over and over and over again, and really I want to be immensely creative and not limited by one world, universe, set of rules etc.
...But I still want to do manga.
I don't
not want to do manga, you know. I like cool stories, and I read manga a lot more than I browse DA or any other image forum things. So I want to do my own, naturally. So I'm in a bit of a strange place of being interested in way too many avenues for my own good, and not really chasing down any of them. Jack-of-all-trades issue aside, I'm wondering if doing a lot of different one-shots is probably more up my street. A 2/3 week-long project or something, a completely new setup, new environment and story, that kind of thing, until I find a genre that I really want to do a longer story. That's what I'm getting to next. I think it's more that I just haven't found a genre or style that I would be happy working with as a manga. I like cute 4-koma mangas, and I love the gritty Ajin style mangas, and I'm clueless as to my own style. So maybe it's not that I don't want to do a manga, it's just I dont know how to combine all the things I like drawing, with none of teh things I don't like drawing, to form the ideal manga story for me. This isn't the kind of "perfect story" that people chase after, but more of the challenge, of being able to create a style or styles that I'm happy working with. It's a hobby (at the moment) after all, and even when I'm pro I don't think I want to draw stuff that I dont like. Maybe if I rotate working with a normal story, with my illustrations, with cool one-shots, that it wont feel so tedious. maybe that's the answer I was looking for. Maybe I'm looking for a casual speedy style where I dont have time to feel tedium when I'm churning out pages. Maybe I just want to draw steampunk.
Well typing that out helped me to narrow down the problem a bit and clear the air, but really it's a future problem. I'm still here with all my WIPs and want to gain some more skill before I try out new stuff. And I am gaining skill so basically I'm happy with my current progress and projected progress, but more just a bit wondering "What do I do when I finally finish all my WIPs"
Thanks for listening.