Thanks Lego!
Yeah apart from taking up a ton of time, it was basically quite easy to plan the building location and whatever. When I do it again I'm sure I'll be able to do a better job. My advice would be to give yourself a large amount of time like 2 or 3 hours and give it a shot. Putting in a lot of time gives you the chance to hit your full potential because you are putting so much thought into it. You literally gain the skill as you are doing it. Very jump of faith kinda thing. Works well with iteration.
Yeah overthinking is a pain. I just noticed that my note taking app has passed 47000 words in it. Almost all of it is my rambling thoughts and stuff that I want to try out. So the best way I personally deal with overthinking is to procrastinate it and write down what I will think about "later". The trick is that "later" never comes, but you always trust that it will, and so you keep writing down things that you will think about. And because you trust you will think about it later, you get on with whatever you were doing. And the few times that I have actually thought about it later, half the problems have solved themselves anyway or had really easy solutions.
Anyways work was super long today and I overslept because of the cold morning feeling.
But finally managed to overcome a mental block that was preventing me from jumping straight into important projects, and did a little regardless of my feelings. This is a super major step and I hope that I can keep that up.
It's a start. Also I can't draw any sort of plant I instantly realised.

EDIT:
nearly 1 hour in, making progress slow but steady. Lots of regret at not knowing what I'm doing but it's making me very aware of areas I need work in so it's actually quite beneficial, at the cost of my emotions :P

EDIT2: work was crazy, didn't get much drawing done the rest of the day
drew possibly the worst hands ever for my second piece. I'm going to fix it up but man that's a lot to fix. being ambitious can have it's drawbacks, but as always, learning how NOT to do it is just as vital.
