Yeah, no. I completely understand your vexation. It's the common trial of any artist, be it illustrator, musician, writer, etc. But the only solution to not favoring certain artists is to enact some sort of favor communism where everyone forcibly gets equal favor regardless of the quality of the art in the eyes of the beholder. I'm guessing most of us live in a developed, Western, liberal, democratic society, so that's not gonna fly in most of our minds. If it makes you feel any better, I felt this exact same way when I was in my first two years of guitar. Granted, I was pretty good for only having played for two years, but the other guitarists around me outclassed me. They knew theory to such an extent that I couldn't even understand any of their conversations. Their playing outmatched mine in every way. It was fast, precise, and intense. They could learn the most difficult songs in any whacky time signature in a few days and pull it off as if they wrote the damn thing. I looked like a fool among them, so my teachers screamed at me to get better or to just go home.
So I got better. I stopped sleeping and spent the late hours of the night, up until 2 or 3 AM practicing, studying different kinds of music, developing my own style, learning good techniques, creating my own licks, even doing some insane sonic manipulation trick with a wooden spoon, a delay pedal, and a treble booster. Within a year, my teachers noticed the difference. Within two years, I was already equal to my fellow musicians. Four years later, I now teach guitar to many of the people I played with.
If it's something you love, you take the trial and get better at it. Art is expressive, sure, and some say that anything can be art, anything at all. But art does have expectations. It has standards that vary from person to person. Technique and form is supposed to work in harmony with one's expression to create something beautiful, something that captures another person in some way. You're gonna be making a lot of so-so projects with mediocre results on the way there, because again, that's just the trial of an artist, just how I made a lot of mediocre songs in my life before I started making good ones.
Just be careful not to apply your emotions to the practical world. That always ends in disaster.
"There is nothing impossible to him who will try."
-Alexander the Great, the man who conquered damn near everything between Macedon and India