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Offline BobbyJoeXForgotenSB

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i cant do this anymore...
« on: June 29, 2017, 02:22:57 PM »
i know this doesnt need a topic but honestly... im losing it, i cant think, i cant draw, i cant be happy, i cant smile

the things i want to do the most are illegal

i spent last night crying, a tiny knock terrifies me, i horrified to go pay the rent because i'll see "her" there, no one will take us without a reference from "her", i sat here and cried because everyone is laughing it off, i am getting to the point where i feel i would just be better off dead

seeing people happy upsets me, seeing people not having to deal with this upsets me, seeing people have time to work on their manga upsets me

i want to be happy but i am afraid to be happy

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Re: i cant do this anymore...
« Reply #1 on: June 29, 2017, 04:58:27 PM »
Not everyone will have the same problems as you do but we each have our own set of problems.  I also don't have much time to draw with a full time job that usually keeps me in late.  Getting home between 10 and 1 on a daily basis is really taxing on me.  Even with very little time, i still try to make time to draw even it means a little less sleep.

Life is just a set of priorities, you have to prioritize what you want to do with your time.
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Re: i cant do this anymore...
« Reply #2 on: June 29, 2017, 05:17:36 PM »
you are not getting kicked by yor landlord, this is nothing about time, this is about harassment charges that SHOULD exist

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Re: i cant do this anymore...
« Reply #3 on: June 29, 2017, 07:02:07 PM »
Dont give up :noyoudon't:.

Dont give that bitch what she wants :noyoudon't:....

Whats your current atidude towards the demon?   putting up an fake smile helps alot!

Or try to uncover her interests and use these to your advantage.   hearing from your story's she must be an old timer or still living in the cold war.

Putting up an fake persona helped me a lot with an teacher who was constantly trying to get me expelled.
I found out that he has an obsession with old cars.  Knowing that I would often ask him about them..
It took some time but eventually he adopted an friendly attitude towards me and helped me with difficult tasks.. 
I still got expelled tough. The new teacher who barely knows me deserves the praise. Results......

Its not too late bobby!!!  Don't give up on your manga. I really like the art style you use!
 
 
how to add pics mmm lets see.....lets try this

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Re: i cant do this anymore...
« Reply #4 on: June 29, 2017, 09:25:04 PM »
well my cousin made me feel better by talking about a house near her place, it does involve moving out of my home town but maybe a small Podunk town would be good for me

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Re: i cant do this anymore...
« Reply #5 on: June 30, 2017, 06:34:08 AM »
Small towns do wonders.

Good luck comrade!
how to add pics mmm lets see.....lets try this

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Re: i cant do this anymore...
« Reply #6 on: June 30, 2017, 12:36:24 PM »
well my cousin made me feel better by talking about a house near her place, it does involve moving out of my home town but maybe a small Podunk town would be good for me

I think that is a good option, taking a fresh start could help you get back to yourself.

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Re: i cant do this anymore... (more so updates on my *censored*ty life)
« Reply #7 on: July 17, 2017, 01:48:22 PM »
well the house in mattawa fell through, the lady quit responding....

then we get a call for a house, *censored* HOUSE, NO BEDROOMS, SERIOUSLY, 3 DOORS IN THE ENTIRE HOUSE, the front door, the bathroom door and a door that leads to a 6 foot drop...

now today we got another inspection notice, i wish she would shove these inspections up her ass

why am i still posting here?... its kinda calming, i'll eventually not need this thread anymore but right now?....

« Last Edit: July 17, 2017, 02:01:18 PM by BobbyJoeXForgotenSB »

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Re: i cant do this anymore...
« Reply #8 on: July 17, 2017, 07:32:11 PM »
I'm sure you'll find something. Just keep fighting that good fight.

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Re: i cant do this anymore...
« Reply #9 on: August 08, 2017, 01:53:59 PM »
I wish you the best.


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Re: i cant do this anymore...
« Reply #10 on: August 08, 2017, 04:56:10 PM »
I wish you the best.
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