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Messages - IndigoDoll90

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break Room / Re: Losing Interest
« on: February 15, 2020, 11:46:38 AM »
I'm not sure what to think about doctors. I see a doctor but he thinks I have ADHD and I'm not sure what to think about that. I just feel like having a mental disability makes me less of a human. Sorry for coming here and being depressed.

break Room / Re: Losing Interest
« on: February 15, 2020, 05:35:27 AM »
I'm not entirely sure depression is something that can be cured. I usually am more productive when happy so maybe I should get use to happiness since I tend to be more productive when happy.

break Room / Re: Losing Interest
« on: February 14, 2020, 06:14:56 PM »
I really don't want to think of myself as mental and having depression. I worry that would mean I have a disability and am useless. But, it seems for some odd reason I like the feeling of sadness. Maybe others really are right and I am useless because I like sadness so much.

break Room / Re: Losing Interest
« on: February 14, 2020, 09:51:55 AM »
Unfortunately no one seems to understand my need to constantly be sad so they think I'm mental and put me on medication that makes me feel happier but I don't always like being happy for some odd reason.

break Room / Re: Losing Interest
« on: February 14, 2020, 05:28:26 AM »
Thanks for the advice. I think part of the reason I'm not happy is because I feel as though I'm being forced to be happy all the time when I would much rather be sad. I feel like others don't understand that as strange as this sounds I'd rather be sad. Perhaps what I need is a new hobby for now. I'd really like to get into sewing and I feel with some practice and time I'd be good at it. My aunt use to sew and was really good at it. Sewing a purse sounds kind of fun. It's just hard for me to stay interested in something though. I don't know why but I get bored easily. Not sure what to do about that.

break Room / Losing Interest
« on: February 13, 2020, 05:20:11 PM »
Lately I seem to be losing interest in being an artist. Whenever I draw or write these days it feels more like a chore then something fun. It seem like I'm forcing ideas out of me then letting them come naturally.  It use to be that when I was really little I would get my inspiration from the tv shows and movies I would like but these days I'm just not as into watching video as I was when I was a kid. Maybe I need a new inspiration but I'm not sure what. I kind of like video games so maybe I could get inspiration from the video games I play. I kind of feel like I need a new hobby but nothing seems interesting. I thought about getting more into fashion (I'm a girl by the way) but I absolutely hate shopping for clothes mostly because it's impossible to find nice clothes in my size. I could try to lose weight so I could actually fit into nicer clothes but because of my genetics it's impossible for me to lose weight so what's the point of trying to lose weight. I also thought about getting into video game design since I like video games but I seem to lose interest in that rather quickly too. It seems I'm bored with everything these days. What can I do? I feel like I have no passion in life anymore.

break Room / Re: What made you become an artist/writer?
« on: January 25, 2020, 05:52:10 AM »
I hate to admit, but I wasnt always a good artist. In kindergarten I was criticized for drawing stick figures. I guess what got me into drawing and writing though was that as a young kid I watched a lot of cartoons and would be inspired by what I watched to make my own stories like them. However I never was into writing fan fiction though. To this day I'm still unsure about writing fan fiction because of copyright.

Welcome Center / Re: Back Under A New Name
« on: January 13, 2020, 12:38:42 PM »
Thanks. I'm glad to be back here and hopefully I can get some artwork posted soon.
@ supersan I can definitely be stubborn which can be both good and bad. Seems to be a family trait as my mom can also be stubborn.

@moonflame moving out can be both very scary and exciting. I never thought I would ever get the chance to move out since I had a very hard time finding a job. While I'm kind of looking forward to finally being out on my own, I'm also going to miss living with my parents. Part of it is that they have always been there for me. Also now that I'm going to be on my own I got to be more responsible. Luckily I'll still be able to come and visit my parents after I move out. As for finding a job after college the best advice I can give you is to put in applications especially to places you never thought of. I never thought I could handle the kind of job I have because of how unfocused I am and sometimes my job is hard for me because of my lack of focus and organization, but usually I do a good job despite my lack of focus. Also apply for any job that you qualify for even if its something that doesn't seem too fun. Sadly we live in a very materialistic world which means you are going to need some money in order to survive. As long as you're making just enough to survive though and don't get too caught up in material things you should be fine. I still can't stand materialistic people. I've always been the type that as long as I'm making enough money to survive I'm fine.

Welcome Center / Re: Back Under A New Name
« on: January 11, 2020, 05:59:12 AM »
Yeah when I started college I was worried about what would happen afterwards. I thought I would never get a job and move out since I kept getting rejected for a job which was part of the reason I went to college. I suppose that it helps to be determined that and putting in applications.

Welcome Center / Re: New Guy.
« on: January 11, 2020, 05:54:31 AM »
Yeah I feel the same way about the world. I'm from the United States by the way.

Welcome Center / Re: New Guy.
« on: January 10, 2020, 07:30:39 PM »
Hi you sound like me a bit especially the part about starting a book and never finishing it. I have a very short attention span and am really disorganized, which doesn't always help. By the way what country are you from since you're not a native English speaker.

Welcome Center / Back Under A New Name
« on: January 10, 2020, 07:23:07 PM »
Hi. I use to go by the name GalaxyDreamer90 on here. I haven't been here in a while and a lot has changed since then. First off I have since graduated from college and gotten a job. Now that I got a job and am making a little money I am about to finally move out in a couple of months. In fact I have began sorting through my stuff and packing already. I even have a boyfriend now. I still aspire to be a manga artist someday, but it doesn't help that I'm really disorganized and have a ton of ideas not to mention a short attention span. Still deep down I believe I can be a good manga artist. Hope to get a warm welcome back.

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