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Tips and Tutorials / Re: [Tutorial] How To Color Manga

« on: September 22, 2014, 05:16:48 PM »

Sorry for not explained sooner, but it is read and write to you. Sorry I can't get too much into it I made a post explaining why.

But anyways I like people but your artwork is awesome will be a big help for other artists . Thanks for it and hope you do make make more.

And that's me,  don't have much more strength left.

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MR Pub / Re: I could possibly die now.

« on: September 22, 2014, 05:05:25 PM »

Hey guys, sorry I almost vanished from the forums.

first part of the story I was making the most with family only ghosting on here, but my Ma made me go to the hospital because of my swelled leg, high tempture and tiredness.  Her need was proven right when I spewed, a second time.

So part of the story, I was too busy being visited by families and friends to open my laptop, after all I needed my laptop. We found out there was something wrong with my kidneys, but the doctor couldn't determine what it was sent me on an air ambulance trip to Aberdeen.

Final part. I came to Aberdeen 5 days early, but instead of my make me wait, the doctors pushed it to the next day, hoping meaning I could go home earlier, depending on things like controlling my diarrhea and uncontrollable number 1s I now have and trust me I can't walk, I have to use a layout pan and urine bottle quite a bit. I still feel you guys are given me strength. I've only spewed twice (Could be three though with the rate I'm going), I'm needing less sleep and the tumor is shrinking, so please don't give up on me guys.

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MR Pub / Re: I could possibly die now.

« on: September 13, 2014, 12:04:02 PM »

False alarm it was just inflammation, thank lord. I got such panic and needed my Ma to settle me down. My leg is huge, but having the GP look at it on Monday (Seriously, even my GPs are off during the weekends), so hopefully still going to be on the same treatment aka it's working and curing me.

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MR Pub / Re: I could possibly die now.

« on: September 13, 2014, 11:49:30 AM »

Oh lord, just when I had another week to go back to Aberdeen to get my next treatment I'm afraid that's not going to happen and I'll have to go back much earlier. Woke up with my leg swollen again and my Ma was in grief as she told that meant that the treatment had failed. I refused to believe that but I've found a new tumor growing in my leg which means she's right and I really don't know what's going to happen, that's if anything. I just don't know because my consultants and doctors are off during the weekend which makes me angry as it means I have to wait for them to begin finding out what they're going to do, this was much third chemo treatment, I'm possibly going to left on a fourth, some other kind or just abandoned.

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MR Pub / Re: I could possibly die now.

« on: September 03, 2014, 04:24:26 PM »

Thanks, could really use all your support in three weeks time or something like that. It's when my next cycle. It should be less horrible, but I think you can all imagine vomiting for 24hrs every 1hr and the 30minutes is just the same vomiting once and then feeling so incredible weak afterwards.

But trust me, I feel little pain where my toes were in constant pain because of the trapped fluid and then there were those lumps and my legs never looked smaller, it almost matched the other leg again and I can sit (I've only been able to lie unless I have to sacrfice the pain to use the commode aka mobile toilet and exercise with the zimmer).

Do have lotz of friends and apparently monks in Wales praying/supporting/rooting for me, but seriously could use all the support, everyone caring about me about this made me feel stronger in that bed as I suffered and pulled through. I kept fighting to not let them put more anti-sick med in the heckmen line, just hate that thing, but that lines there because I've got guys like you supporting me. So please near every three weeks keep supporting me, it does give me strength.

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MR Pub / Re: I could possibly die now.

« on: September 03, 2014, 04:50:52 AM »

Thanks everyone for their rooting, praying, support and so on!

I went through the first through the first cycle of my new treatment. It was a pure nightmare. I vomited everyone hour and half for 24hrs! The doctors are going to tackle that for next time because heck, who likes vomiting for that period time. I'm also weak as heck and unable to have much and my face is all embarrassingly puffy red.

Real reason though I didn''t reply or haven't done anything is because I'm still mortified over the heckman line. They said I wouldn't notice it... I notice it and I'm freaked out! Scared  and absolutely hate it. Yeap, I'm ungrateful towards the thing, but I'm stuck with it! Then I didn't reply because of this powerful chemo that almost felt it was doing more damage to me than good.

But yeah, the cancer's reacting. The lumps are almost gone (This isn't to say they're gone or I've won) and unbelievable so has my toe pain. I was in constant toe pain that would never stop because the fluid was blocking all the circulation but the pain's nearly gone. So yeah, just have to see what goes from there, but the cancer is reacting to the chemo, meaning I've dodged the worst news possible.

So thanks for keeping me strong guys.

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Members Manga / Re: The story of Mizuka

« on: September 03, 2014, 04:35:50 AM »

It's on Hiatus because I can't sit, walk, only lie down, which makes me unabe to use my itablet.

Sorry that I've been scattering the news everywhere. But to put it as simple, I've had to move to a new treatment. My lymphoma's gone from very untreatable to unlikely. I've just gone through my first cycle of the new treatment and oh lord it was awful, a nightmare of it's own inhabitant. It's been three days since and I'm still week... well actually it was yesterday I finished but that was taking supersteriods (Yes such thing as super steriods but I think they were just calling them that to save calling it's full name).

Positive news is that the chemo is reacting, I'm feeling so much less pain, so much I can't believe it. Everyday I'd suffer from sore toes because the fluid was cut off and my legs no longer swelled or massive. Problem is that I have I so much fluid in me I'm all red and puffy, annoying really, I'm paying a lot of sacrifices just to fight and live. I'm so weak though....

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Members Manga / Re: FreakyNick

« on: August 27, 2014, 03:28:45 PM »

She may have only recently heard about the tragic news about me recently.

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Members Manga / Re: FreakyNick

« on: August 26, 2014, 07:56:22 AM »

Excellent work by putting the destroy Dad bot there.

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MR Pub / Re: I could possibly die now.

« on: August 26, 2014, 07:46:55 AM »

Sorry, been on a lot of pain killers (Makes me really tired) and sadly my pains still not under control and I haven't been able to finish my next radiothreapy, I was screaming as the thing was going. I wasn't sure whether to keep going as my skin felt like it was burning off, but the therapists decided for me and will try to finish the therapy later in the day.

Anyways, yes I'm totally religious, Protestant to be accurate but as if it matter between Catholic or Protestant and probably all religions, we worship god, pray and seek out spiritual help all together, so it's great to know I have people praying for me.

And thanks for sharing Aster Lawrence and thanks Papis for the effort you're going through. So yeah and thanks everyone else.

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MR Pub / Re: I could possibly die now.

« on: August 23, 2014, 12:59:23 PM »

Thanks a guys, you're really pulling me. Sadly my Ma is bleeding the most I feel. I am her boy out of four children and I my brother was there and shared how much I'm hurting. The doctors though have been lip tight about how much my lifespan will have increased, but I think that's because they need their precious Tuesday team where they all need to agree where I've given them information that the radiotherapy is working. But the longer the better chance I have. But that darn Heckmenline my hope!

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MR Pub / RIP ThyObsessiveFreak . You will be remembered ...

« on: August 23, 2014, 07:19:40 AM »

(Didn't know where to post this)

Okay, I the doctors believe the recent chemo therapy hasn't work. I've still been in pain for this long, even though I've had radiio therapy. So the doctor has concluded that after 2 strong chemo therapies that have failed that it could be well possibly have it forever. It keeps getting worse, I could well die and it keeps getting worse. The worst needle I've dreaded and have always tried to avoid, the heck men lime, I need it to avoid dying and help continue the fight, so I still have a chance of getting rid of or stop me from dying but it's a very small chance that I'm mortified. I'm very likely to die and painful and agonizing death and I'm very scared.
I had my family with me when I got the news. But it was overbearing indeed and hurt. The fact that I was told it was very curable and I'd be fine, made me never realize how close to death and could possibly well die.
So yeah, could really do with support really do with support right now in anyway. Sorry if this is being selfish, but make me happier if people could help and review my work, as I really want to reach my peak as much as possible before I go. But a shout of support and acknowledging me will will cheer me.

(Haven't told many other people, trying to let a very sensitive friend's parents tell her first as she is very senstive and on the forums I gp yo)

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Manga Art Gallery / Re: Obsessive_Freak's artwork

« on: August 19, 2014, 08:55:29 AM »

Now I really want to kiss you DBNext after hearing that. I'll be on my way to kiss you, but it's going to take a while on Zimmer and where ever you live. I'll continue on those shoulder connections anyways.

Guess DBZ wasn't a great choice for me anyways 

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Manga Art Gallery / Re: Obsessive_Freak's artwork

« on: August 19, 2014, 08:40:43 AM »

No just an ordinary HB2 pencil. Hopefully when I do him digitally, he'll shape a lot better. Thanks overall Legomaestro, I'd kiss you, but it's hard to get up and find you with a leg that refuses to let me walk without a zimmer and even then it doesn't let me walk that long.

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Manga Art Gallery / Re: Obsessive_Freak's artwork

« on: August 19, 2014, 08:18:44 AM »

Great  Legomaestro is giving you more recognition DBNext, seriously get a tutorial set-up I feel you're really great at this.

Anyways, first two were DBZ practice and then the last two are DBNext, one with looking at the tips and then one without looking at the step-by-step. Maybe next to keep following it (There's no harm in it... until I start needing to learn the side. But have lotz of time before I start 'The last hero returns'.  I'll do a few more, but what to start practicing more on Greek armour as it cloaked greek armoured guys Thale first faces and then some practice on the masked woman. Those are all the figures I plan to get at least good at.