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« on: December 19, 2013, 07:19:03 PM »
I'm taking a leave here, I've had it, I'm absolutely sick of it all with how every time I try to make a point at something it all goes to *censored*ing *censored*.
Came here to share what I can do, have general discussions about how I did and work up from there slowly but surely, but no, I'm of course expected to just bend over for everone and make things worse with every damn reply I make somehow and of course I'll get classed as the only asshole.
Wish I could make a bloody point without someone blowing up on me and just take it how I see it and accept it for crying out loud, I can't say that "I'm not that good, I KNOW I STILL HAVE ROOM TO IMPROVE" but it just goes over everyones head every. single. time.
Go ahead and think I'm over reacting, and I know some of you will, my work is very important to me It's litteraly ALL i have to live for and I will not have some douche come up to me and practically redraw what I worked on for hours ONLY to point out how *censored* I am like I'm some school kid that's dumb as hell, I can take people telling me I suck, I can happily ignore it and keep at it in my own way, just not...that
*sigh* I just...can't, I can't deal with this time after time after time whenever I have a say in anything, if other have the right to criticize me, fine, then at least I should have the right to refuse certain things I'm not quite pleased about ok?
Should have gone through with what I said when I first got here and just not bothered speaking to anyone.